holidays are here

I have to admit, I envy bloggers who update everday. I wish i had the time, but also knowing that I take my pictures alone, without a tripod, it can be hard and tiresome. I used to have my sister take them for me but as shes left, no such chance.

On another note, I also feel envy to all people who are enjoying snow right now.

Thailand has been unbearably hot lately and I would just about kill for a bit of snow.

Anyways, as the holidays are here and as I've been on youtube looking at some beauty channels, I felt inspired to try out some make up. The pictures in the blog are creations of boredom, late nights, loads of make up, and bed head. Enjoy!

i want.... change

A new year is upon us, and I am bursting with the want of change. Change of people, change of lifestyle, change of problems, and change of scenery. Sadly however, I know its extremely unlikely- if not outright impossible -to recieve change in these areas of my life.

I am so sick of certain people and their hypocritical and cynical life, sadly these are the people closest around me. It seems as if of late my life is only surrounded by crazy imaginations - and not in a good way- outright idiocy and silly rumours.

Hopefully the end of 2009 will bring happy ends and 2010 will be a better year and bring fresh beginings.

balcony view

a few snapshots that i took from my room. :)

the dance

I realized that I hadnt posted the pictures yet. So here they are, I didnt get many as we were so late. We arrived about an hour later than we were sopposed to... Fashionably late, I guess. :)

Thats all for now.

i want... shoes

Shoes:

Lucy by Elizabeth and James

I dont want these partcularly but they a similar example of what I want from Nine West.

Atacoma by Acne

I want these shoes soo bad, I would sleep in them.

I WANT!

I also want hiker boot heels but couldnt find any nice ones... :(

Im going to go keep dreaming about the atacoma.

i want... books

chirstmas is around the corner and my wish list is growing...
here are my top book wants:

i just realized, she wrote another book that i read, reality chick...

tata

pre-dance preparations

Im getting ready for the dance, pretty much everything is ready except the stuff that I need after the dance.

My body butter and scrub. Smells so good.
Nail Polish

Brushes and Etc

Hair bands and pins

Shoes

Dress

This dress and I have been through alot, I loved it at first then hated it, now im pretty content. :D

In the pictures it looks slightly whittish, its not, its grey and silver.

My "date" is going in white as far as I know.

Im pretty excited, hopefully everything goes acording to plan.